everytime i close my eyes, i will think of you...
everytime i did something wrong, i will think of you...
everytime i say goodbye, i will ask..
"Will this r'ship last?? Is this the FINAL goodbye to you?"
This few days i had been feeling uneasy..
my heart is so weak..
im sorry i didn't tell u this b4..
but i only hope that i could see u everytime..
i dnt wish to have my final goodbye to you...
the only final one is if AJAL i da sampai..
that's the final goodbye..
i know if i happen to Die, you'll have a sad life through ur whole life..
i dnt want that to happen cos i want you to be happy ALWAYS...
i know life is difficult for you rite now..
but as a Boyfriend, i should try to make life easy for you..
idk lar if this few months with you i had made your life easy or not..
all the answer is in you and i had yet to find out why..
my friends asked me what happened to your dad..
and im disappointed cos i cant answer that question..
you know why??
cos i didn't know the answer..
i was too afraid to ask you why cos im afraid that u might break down..
i dont want that to happen rite infront of my eyes cos i wouldbe speechless down there..
so just let me ask u through here...
What happened to ur late Father??
sorry to ask you this...
well... i just hope that by me being by ur side, u can overcome all ur fears..
i just hope i am a good boyfriend to you dear...
I Love You, Fatin Mariam..
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