Dear Diary

2009-02-15T14:34:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines Day Dear!!!

Got this pic from your blog, so decided to edit sikit2..

haha...

well..

had a great celebration with her..

reading her blog really touched my heart so much..

i actually shred some tears ya know??

hahax..

well..

Girl, just know that whatever happens, i'll always be there if you need me...

I know i can't really make you happy all the times but, i'll try my best to make you smile..

well..

that's just what i gotta say for yesterday..

if you ppl r wondering whats the meaning of MFM/FMF,

the meaning is Muhammad Farid Fatin Mariam.. or the other way round..

hahax..

well tkcrs...

2009-02-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

hey yo!!
well school was alrite...
we headed to ITE MACPHERSON for some carnival...
quite fun lar..
as usual lar..
aku mesti kecoh babe..
hahax...
then most of my classmates r just trying to kcau2 the girls over there..
hahax..
WTF rite??
biase lar..
laki2 yg tk tau malu...
(:
then after that got a small querrel with Sayang...
but i give in..
i cant bear querreling over something small..
1st siols aku gini in r'ship...
slalu aku tknk kalah siols..
mesti nk menang...
hahax..
but now okay aready lar..
well valentines is 2 days away..
i bought her something..
but i don't know if she would like it or not..
my work money all burnt away aready..
need to work more..
earn more..
haiya..
kla..
currently my left shoulder is in pain..
i feel like DISLOCATED sial!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
k bye...

2009-02-10T18:54:00.001+08:00

life in ite so TIRING leh!!!
tk blh angz!!!
hahax..
nvm...
i gt my friends..
can't wait for valentines...
but what to buy?!?!?!
im so stressed out man!!

2009-02-08T23:23:00.002+08:00

hey there..
long time nvr blog ah...
well...
so far in this ITE life okay2 lar..
made many friends..
try not to make ANY enemy..
hahax..
life with Atin is amazing..
enjoyable..
undescridable...
sad???
angry?? NEVER!!!

well...
i changed my love life..
Atin know's what im talking about..
well..
secondary school friends are busy..
they r taking O this year..
best of luck to all of you!!
including you dear!!
hahax.....
well...
im starting to be a better man..
chey!! chey!!
hahax..
well got ntg else to say bt goodbye!!!
(=

2009-02-02T18:47:00.001+08:00

I BROKE FRIENDSHIP WITH HARIZAH!!!
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!
I DON'T WANNA BE A BURDEN TO HER ANYMORE...
JUST LET HER LIVE HER HAPPY LIFE...
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

2009-01-29T17:45:00.003+08:00

everytime i close my eyes, i will think of you...
everytime i did something wrong, i will think of you...
everytime i say goodbye, i will ask..
"Will this r'ship last?? Is this the FINAL goodbye to you?"
This few days i had been feeling uneasy..
my heart is so weak..
im sorry i didn't tell u this b4..
but i only hope that i could see u everytime..
i dnt wish to have my final goodbye to you...
the only final one is if AJAL i da sampai..
that's the final goodbye..
i know if i happen to Die, you'll have a sad life through ur whole life..
i dnt want that to happen cos i want you to be happy ALWAYS...
i know life is difficult for you rite now..
but as a Boyfriend, i should try to make life easy for you..
idk lar if this few months with you i had made your life easy or not..
all the answer is in you and i had yet to find out why..
my friends asked me what happened to your dad..
and im disappointed cos i cant answer that question..
you know why??
cos i didn't know the answer..
i was too afraid to ask you why cos im afraid that u might break down..
i dont want that to happen rite infront of my eyes cos i wouldbe speechless down there..
so just let me ask u through here...
What happened to ur late Father??
sorry to ask you this...
well... i just hope that by me being by ur side, u can overcome all ur fears..
i just hope i am a good boyfriend to you dear...
I Love You, Fatin Mariam..
)':

2009-01-21T20:11:00.002+08:00

Yepppi!!!!!!!!!!!!
Da EMPAT BULAN!!!
hahax...
at last seh..
jejak pn 4 months...
but no worries cos this r'ship will be much more LONGER..
klau blh sampai Meninggal Dunia!!!
i just wanna spent my whole life with her..
that is if God Allow us to..
i just pray hard that i will last long with her..

FATIN MARIAM, I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!
HAPPY 4th MONTH TO YOU TOO DEAR!!!

2009-01-05T15:39:00.001+08:00

I GUESS I MADE MY SAYANG MAD..
HAIYA!!
I CALLED BUT NO ANSWER..
NVM LAR...
MAYBE THIS IS OUR 1ST MISUNDERSTANDING..
WELL..
I'M NOT A GOOD BF... SORRY... ):

2009-01-01T00:21:00.004+08:00

This Girl!! Yes This Girl On Top!!! ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
Her Name Is Fatin Mariam..
Yes... That's Her Name..
Eventhough She Might Not Like Her 2nd Name, I Still Love It..
It's Something Unique!!
hehe...
Well..
She's My Girlfriend... My Sweetheart... My Hunney... My Lover... My 1st TRUE Love..
Yes... She's The One I Love Soooooo Much... Yes Get That Right... Sooooooo Much...
hahax...
She Had Made Love A Different Meaning To Me...
She Shows Me How Much She Really Love Me..
She Doesn't Control Me... She Allow Me To Be With My Friends..
She Don't Mind If My Friends Tag Along When Im Metting Her..
She's Just To Good To Be True!!!
hahax....
I Just Love You Baby!!!
You Changed My Life And Also My Love Life Alot!!!
Yes... You Are The One For Me...
You Are Mine To Be Kept..
Thank God I Met You Dear...
I'll Try To Take Care Of That Fragile Heart Of Yours..
But I Can't Promise You That I Won't Hurt You... Nobody Can Do That...
But I'll Try My Best To Keep Away From Those Negative Thoughts Of Mine..
I Hope This Few Months With You I Had Made You Happy..
Well I Just For Our Love To Last... That's All...
And I Hope Your Family Will Accept Me For Who I Am..
The One And Only Muhammad Farid Bin Mustaffa... (:

2008-12-30T22:41:00.003+08:00

babygirl..
somehow i feel that ur the 1 that i truely love..
and the 1 who i want to be with my whole life..
the one who will support me..
the one who will be with me till my lastt breathe..
the one who will have a family with me..
the one who can bear childrens with me..
i just think ur the one..
but is it true??
well, only time will tell..
bt i just hope its true..
i just love you dear!!!
:D

2008-12-28T14:31:00.002+08:00

Life With Atin Has Surely Changed Me Alot..
i mean in a good way lar..
i had been thinking of doing many bad stuffs but i ended up not to..
its all because of her...
she always changes my life...
she always shows me that she loved me..
she had never failed to do that..
she only made me disappointed with her once..
she has a bad past, just like me..
but we know that we shd change that..
we shd not be like what we used to be..
i promised her i won't be like my past..
n i'll make sure i wont break that promise..

i just got one thing to say to u..
THANKS FOR BEING IN MY LIFE!!
ATIN YOU'RE THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME!!
well thats two things... oooppssss..
hahax!!

2008-12-27T22:05:00.002+08:00

hey there..
im kinda happy today..
hahax..
i also dnno y..
maybe its bcos i got the chance to make Sayang happy..
well..
only she and god knows what i mean..
hahax..

well..
sch is near..
i hate it..
cos Anu_Globe laen skola siols..
sad sak..
tkpe2..
at least Naz_Miami And Wan Cai Is in my sch..
and Naz is also in the same course as me..
mintak aerospace dapat automotive..
hahax..
tkpelor..
Anu pon dpt automotive but light vehicles..
me and Naz heavy vehicles..
hahax..
i dnt even know abt that course seh..
hahax..
nvm nvm..

well..
my buddies are all in sec 5..
i donno lar will they miss this CRAZY-IRRITATING-AND-LOUD-BOY here...
hahax..
they will know what i mean..
well i'll miss all those stuff that happened in YISHUN SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!
hahax..
bt i hope i don't mix around with the bad companies over there..
Insya'allah..
with God's help, everythings gonna be alrite..

okaylar..
i got nothing else to say..
toodles!!!

2008-12-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

damn it!!!
slalu r'hip akku ehk... mesti tau ade org nk hapuskan..
MESTI tau!!!
kimak bingit sak aku..
dear i ain't mad at u for not telling me earlier..
bt i just can't accept this..
its not needed..
i wanted a happy life with u..
with no 1 trying to destroy it..
damn!!!
its just that this iss the 1st time im DISAPPOINTED with u dear..
im sorry to ssay this..
but i just gootta let u know how i feel..
DAMN!!!

2008-12-18T21:15:00.001+08:00

damn it..
all my dreams go to waste..
i FAILED my N levels..
yeah!! get that rite..
FUCKING FAIL!!!!!!
Bagus eh?!?!
12pts siols!!!!!!!!
alamak!!!
nasib baek anwar same ngn aku..
at least masok ITE ade kawan..
Im Sorry Family and To You Dearest...
cos i have FAILED u guys....
):

2008-12-16T22:04:00.003+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?!
FUCK THAT SHIT!!!
HATE THIS AH!!!
DA ADE DECK, DECK PATAH LAGI!!!!
ALAMAK!!! BINGIT AH AKU!!
MCM NK QUIT SKATE JEK!!! TAPI..
MY KAWAN SUME PUT HIGH HOPES ON ME AH..
SO BETTER NOT QUIT LAR...

2008-12-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

hey ppl..
im bored..
guess what??
besok is SAYANGS b'dae!!!
WooHoo!!!
She's turning 16!!!
well..
i just feel bad cos tk dpt nk c'brate ngn die..
bt its okay..
so long as she have fun with her FAM i'll be happy too...
present pon da agik..
harap2 she likes that shoe seh..
hehe..
kla.
ntg to say..
bye2

2008-12-10T22:50:00.001+08:00

deck da rosakk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
need a new deck!!!!!!!!! aiya!!!!
sape lar yg baek hati... pls belikn aku deck!!

argh!!!

btw ggave syg her bdae present aready..
wanna what is it ask her herself!

2008-11-21T14:27:00.001+08:00

First Things First!!
Happy 2nd Month Anniversary baby!!!
WooHoo!!
We Still Got A Long................ way to go yar baby??
hahax..
well lets work hard together to last this r'ship..
so far no misunderstandings or even fights going on between us..
that's something good..
hahax..

well..
im sorry can't meet u up for quite some time..
as im going to FLY to Bali soon..
bt dnt worry..
i'll be back in S'pore on the 27 safely...
I PROMISE!!
hmm...

well...
as time goes by, im feeling afraid..
u know about what??
abt N level result..
i scared fail lar...
all my juniors wants me to go back to sec 5 and help the school win...
that's my dream..
bt can i really achieve it??
aiya...
stress lar..

2008-11-19T21:57:00.003+08:00

yo bloggers..
what's up?!?!
hahax..
bored bored and once more, BORED!!
hahax..

well..
just now went swimming with syg at Yishun Swimming Complex....
was so damn COLD man!!
skali ujan plak..
hahax..
after that go eat maggi at 785..
then lepak jap then trs antar syg blk...
then at bus stop nmpk Izzat kt dalam bus.....
hahax..
sempat seh bbl..
nyeheh!!

after that met up with Amin, Haiko, Syafiq And Anwar My Man..
hahax..
lepak-ed till 630pm..

hmm..
bt now..
im missing my dear..
haiya..
lets just wait yar..
2 days to 2nd Month Anniversary....
WooHoo!!!

2008-11-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

Hey!!
Good News!!!!
I'm Not Working Anymore!!
WooHoo!!!
at last!!!
got out of that fuc*ing job!!
so damn bored sia...
yes lar!!
im so happy..

now..
i got more time for Family..
More time for skating...
more time for friends....
and not forgetting...
the most important one..
more time for my dearest sayang..
wee!!

k2..
i'll blog soon..
tataz!!

2008-11-13T12:13:00.002+08:00

Im Missing My Classmates!!
Im Missing Them Alot!!!
Well...
i truely gonna say that the SECONDARY SCHOOL life is the most unforgetable..
we had fun together...
be irritating together..
laugh together..
get scolded together..
sing together..
beat each other..[2007]
hahax..
that's all unforgetable..

u guys still remembered in 2007...
that bio t'cher..
hahax..
'kicked' her out of the classroom..
everytime her lesson we would CABOT!!
hahax...
remember??
then also in 2007...
Mr Ng scolded Lili if im not wrong..
then he said he's a SINER...
hahax..
funny sia..
and also remember..
in 2007..
some of the guys played newspaper fight!!
remember??
that was the most gerek ah to me..
hahax..
and we always beat our classmates...
in 2007 lar..
and we named ourselves 'The 4/5 Warriors'!
remember??
hahax...

then in 2008..
all relaxed already..
still irritating..
changed to new t'chers..
which SUCKS alot..
the only one that is fun is Mr Quek...
2008.... we were more closed together..
all of us we like a family..
we cared of each other..
we stand by each other..
all of that..
we NEVER study together also..
hahax....
what a year rite??
bt hey...
now each one of us is a busy person..
some of u might not be busy..
but some of us are busy...
jarang sia kluar..
klau tk nnt aku slalu plan kluar..
bt now since im also busy with work, i cant make any plans..
bt i promise..
after my contract is done we'll mit up okay friends??
any 4/5 students who are reading this pls pass it to the rest..
i want all 4/5 members to read this..
i just wanna say that...
YOU GUYS AND GIRLS ARE THE BEST!! AND YOU ALL WON'T BE FORGOTTEN BY ME!! ALL THE MEMORIES WILL STILL BE KEPT!!

hope to see you good people again!!
toodles!!

2008-11-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

Work Is So F***ing BORED sia!!
i hate work!!
bt nvm.. just bare with it lor..
need to buy adek a new deck...
need to take Sayang out to shop..
and also need to give mama some $$..
i think by that time i don't have any more cash for myself..
bt its okay..
i'll sacrifice for my loved ones...

well..
im so missing my BabyGirl...
hope she's doing fine...
:]:]
hmm..
what's she's doing now heh??
hmm... idk..
hahax!!!

well... read her blog again..
saw something about good guys don't exist i think..
well..
i partly agree and partly not..
well... yeah some guys just make use of the girl..
that i agree alot..
bt there are still some of them out there..
who really take good care of his GF..
he would love that girl with all his heart...
making sacrifices for that girl..
that's what i call a good BF...
bt at another hand, the girl must also treat the guy the same..
but...
in a r'ship, its impossible to say that there wouldn't be any misunderstanding,fights and quarels...
that's impossible..
well..
i just hope that im a good BF for my Sayang...
bt i know i ain't perfect... i can't give the world to her bt i can only give my whole HEART and LOVE to her..
that i can promise..
well..

i just gotta work harder to be a better BF...
i'll try my best baby!!

2008-11-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

hey ppl!!
well...
i won't be blogging for sometime..
cos im working now..
and its damn tiring..
just gonna make it short..
smlm..
bad day aku sak..
agik keje skali sluar aku KOYAK!!
kt bontot agik!!
aiyayayaya!!
nasib baek da nk abes shift..
hahax..
well after that went home with Anwar..
as usual lor..
so my day will always be like that lor..

btw..
i read Sayang's Blog..
and i cried sia..
all those words..
it really touched my heart...
im so touched that i can't even stop crying rite now..
ARGH!!
bt nvm..
i cried for something..
so okay lor..
kla..
going to meet my friends and Sayang!!
tataz!!

2008-11-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

well...
tomorrow is the day i officially start my work..
im feeling nervous rite now..
i can't think straight..
well..
gonna miss my lovely Fatin Mariam (FM)
hahax..
i'm sorry dear is i can't spend most of my time with u..
i hope u'll understand me ok??
i just so lucky to have u as my Girlfriend u know??
i just can't find the true reason why..
so u gotta dig it out from my heart if u wanna know what's the reason aites??

well..
im missing my 4/5 friends too..
long time never see them sia..
i wanna be the kecohs of them again..
n the most irritating one too..
hahax..
well..
nvm..
i'll see you ppl on the results of N levels aites??
fail or pass.. that 1 i donno..
bt if i never get to be promoted to sec 5, sorry to the ppl who put high hopes on me..
bt i really tried my best..
well..
im nervous abt work, n also nervous abt my N levels results..
WTF man!!!
hahax..
alrite than..
i got nothing else to say...
bt GOODNYTE bloggers!!!

2008-11-04T22:09:00.001+08:00

hey...
u guys know what?!?!
i got a JOB!!!!
woohoo!!!
happy sia!!
bt prob is cnt spend time with babygirl..

bt nvm..
when i off i meet u k baby??
n u know what??
when i gt my GAJI, i going to bring u and ur adek shopping when i get my gaji okay??
well..
nk kene bayar anwar $14 and izzat $10..
hmm..
$100 for mama and adek..
the rest for me..
so next time go shopping k??
kla..
bored..
tataz!!

2008-11-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

sorry ehk tk update..
past few days have been a rough day for me!!
hehe..
i know..
seldom nmpk aku mcm gini kan??
sape2 lar yg btl2 knl aku dorg tau lar..
hahax..

well..
i can see that some1 is trying to find trouble with Sayang's sis..
well..
i donno WTH is the problem..
bt if anything happens to both Sayang And Her Sis....
i'll be there SMACKING us face..
hahax..
pmpn tk pmpn..
ape aku heran..
hahax..
chey2 Farid seh!!

well..
i think i might be getting a job at CareFour!!
insya'allah blh dpt..
harap2 lor..
aiya..
just scared..
well..
just gonna tell u that when i get my job..
n my salary, i'll promise to support u girl..
bt pls dont push it away..
cos if ur pushing my money away it feels like ur pushing me away..
well..
that's all i gotta say..
dnt wanna talk much..
tataz!!

2008-10-30T19:46:00.000+08:00

I'm In Fuck-ed Up Mood!!!

2008-10-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

I DAMN WORRIED!!!
WHERE IS SAYANG?!?!
WHY CAN'T I GET THROUGH HER PHONE?!?!
ITS LATE!!!
BT SHE STILL NEVER MSG ME!!
WAIT I"LL TRY AGAIN!!!

...
....

SAME SIA!!!
ARGH!!!
BABY WHERE R U DEAR?!?!
IM FCUKING WORRIED!!
WHERE ARE YOU BABY?!?!
WHERE?!?!
ASL TKLE CALL?!?!
ARGH!!
MSG ME ASAP!!

2008-10-28T20:39:00.001+08:00

TODAY NO MOOD!!

IM FUCKING TIRED!!!
TKLE ANGKAT!!!

AND IM FUCKING MISSING MY GIRL!!
MEET UP SOON DARLING!!!!

2008-10-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

Well...
1st things 1st...
HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL WHO'S C'BRATING DEEPAVALI!!
hahax..

well..
today was an AWSOME day!!
AWSOME I SAY!!
hahax..
well went to Jurong Swimming Complex With My FRIENDS!!
[Amin,Anwar,Asyraf,Azzuan,Haiqal,Hasif,Izzat And Faiz]
we were all happy seh.. enjoying ourselfs as usual..
hahax..
then...
at there... KIMAK!! byk INDIA SIOLS!!
ppl go c'brate they go swimming..
WTF SIA?!?!
hahax..
then 1st went lazy river... KECOH GILER BABE!!
kite mcm org giler siols..
buat kecoh sume..
hahax...
then make new friends with Nadia,Nysa and Eunice..
they are good ppl...
made friends with them..
berANGKAT dari sane ard 4..
lagi siap2 skali nmpk THE CHALOS!!
sedare aku lar tu...
hahax..
then jalan..
trs g makan kt Jurong Mall i think...
hahax..
da makan then the 3 girls followed us to Khatib..
then we played soccer then i lepak jap trs off to HOME..
now at home chatting with EUNICE and NYSA..
and this EUNICE and NADIA called me tall freak..
sdh seh!!!
hahax..
kla..
i'll blog soon..

missing u my dear...

2008-10-25T23:23:00.003+08:00

FUCK!!!!! FUCK!!!!! FUCK!!!!!
all you MOTHER FUCKERS OUT THERE!!!
FUCK!!!!!!

da tkde life pe siak nk kacau pmpn org!!!
cibai ah..
kimak!!!
bbl pasal aku kepe?!?!
meh carik aku ah siak!!
Korg Blom Kenal Sape Aku Ehk!!!
jgn nk pandai2 carik hal ah siak!!
aku skg da relax... tapi klau korg prangai da mcm PUKIMAK!!!
meh sini carik aku..
biar kite settle..
ape korg nk dari pmpn aku?!?!
KIMAK btl!!
bingit sak aku dgn org gini!!!
pukimak!!!
kau bbl kt telephone blh puaskn hati pe siak?!?!
kimak bbl depan2 ah sial!!
DEPAN AKU!!
KAU DGN AKU JEK!!!
TK BRANI PE?!?!
KAU NK PANGGIL BUDAK?!?!
MEH SINI!!!
GUA PN ADE BUDAK!!!
mau brani sini ah siak carik aku!!!
nk bbl burok psl aku..
cibai!!

ehk pls ehk..
prangai jgn macam sial ah...
org tk kacau nk kacau..
korg bilang aku..
pompan aku ade kacau korg?!
ade SENTOH korg?!?!
klau tkde asl nk maki2?!?!
kau suke pe aku kol pmpn korg maki2?!?!
SUKE TAK?!?!
jgn ckp tu ah..
korg mane kesah psl pmpn korg..
aku kol MAK korg maki2!!!
kau suke pe?!?!

ehk korg just stop it ehk..
tk puas meh carik aku..
pmpn aku letak tepi..
kite settle secare JANTAN!!
TANGAN dgn TANGAN!!
mau brani pe?!?!

2008-10-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

well...
im HAPPY to say that SAYANG has been promoted to SEC 5!!
WooHoo!!!
gerek kan??
klau aku?!?!
hmph!!!
jgn tnye!!
tkde confidence siols..
tkpelar..
what happens happens lor..
bt i just hope for the best lor..
hope i'll go to sec 5..
if not then ITE lor..
mat reps!!!!
EEEEEE!!!!
nvm... hope i won't be influenced by them..
insya'allah!!!
hmm..
well...
just now sayang teman me..
then ard 4 send her to bus stop..
met The Gereks!!
hahax..
lepak jap..
skate jap..
mcm biase lor..
abe terpakse masok longkang besar..
hahax..
know why??
cos bola jatoh!!
hahax!!
GELI SSIOLSS!!!!
EEEEEE!!!
hahax..
now talking to sayang..
kla2..
malas nk type agik..
tkcr!!

2008-10-21T11:37:00.002+08:00

Just A Short One Today...

HAPPY FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!
thnx for being there ALWAYS for me...
thnx for everything..
may our r'ship last..
AMIN!!!
i'll pray for that baby..
don't worry..
though i'm sad cos tk dpt c'brate ngn u..
bt i understand..
ur sick..
so just be alrite baby... n BEST of LUCK for ur O's..
ILYSM!!

2008-10-18T10:59:00.002+08:00

Hey...
yesterday was such a TIRING day.. :)
went to jalan raye... gerek seh...
kecoh!! raye mcm bkn raye gitu..
blh pekik2, kacau org tu sume..
hahax...
well...
yesterday went to hmm....
8 houses..
[Syukri,Zaily,Anwar,Amin,Hakim,Asyraf,Khairul and Shahidah]

Asyraf was so DAMN happy when pegi rumah Shahidah seh..
u know y?? cos he can look at Shahidah's Mum..
hahax... WTH kn?!?!
well manage to collect $28... Planning to buy a shirt and also a cap...
(:
Well..
im missing my dear so..... MUCH seh..
i hope that MONDAY i can meet with her..

well im confuse... is she having any problems??
well, by reading her blog, i can see/feel that she's having a problem..
well... i just wanna know what it is...
n i just wanna help her fight through all this problems...
:)
i'll try my best... and that's a promise baby!!

well... that's all i gotta say..
nothing much bt today going to M'sia for donno wat reason and trs g Bedok..
tmrw going to Pasir Ris..
rumah Lidya..
kla..
toodles!!

2008-10-16T20:45:00.001+08:00

DAMN TIRED!!!
ARGHH!!!
nvm..
bought a new skateboard... fullset..
$99... sold my bike aready... ):
hmm..
tmrw g jalan rayes!!!
WooHoo!!!
bt 1 thing..
i can't meet u baby..
my dad bawak kunci rmh..
so i cant fetch u tmrw..
so sorry dearest..
):

well..
just now went queensway..
then sent Sheera go work...
i mean with all my friends lar..
i think Sheera n Amin gonna be back together..
idk..
well after that went to penin..
than go home..
n now im tooo tired to blog..
so cya..

2008-10-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

haiya...

bad mood today..

its sooooo not me...

bt well wat to do..

everybody have feelings rite..

no1 is ever happy always...

well...

somehow, i just wish i wasn't born..

as a big brother...

ape yg aku buat sume salah..

aku tau..

aku ni paling DEGIL, paling JAHAT, paling BIADAB..

aku tau..

tapi tkkn aku pegi trg bola pn salah..

aku tau aku tk uat ape kau suroh..

tapi adeq ade pe.. aku da pesan die seblm aku kluar..

so ni sume salah aku lar???

bingit lar.. aku tk heran lar...

klau kau tk suke aku tinggal dalam rumah kau ni..

antar lar aku gi Boys Home ke...
atau buang jek aku kt tepi jalan...
aku blh carik tmpt hidup lar..
haiya...
aku stress lar..
dlm senyap aku diam jek tau...
tkpelar..
aku tau Sayang aku tk suke aku bbl mcm gini...
so i'll end my post here..
btw i had fun with Sayang yesterday..
hope to see ya soon dear..

2008-10-11T10:50:00.002+08:00

Hey Yaw..
wah so early sia i blog today..
hahax..
wat to do?? Blog lor..

so yesterday went to skate park..
Sayang teman me...
i'm so lucky to have some1bersabar like her..
i know in her heart she MAY not like it bt maybe bcos of me she came..
then ard 5++ ehK??
i forget lar... go change then meet Anwar, Amin and Haikal..
Went to City Hall nye LJS...
3 days in a row Sayang ate LJS..
hahahax..
btl tk?? btl tk???
hahax..
after that jln2 kt penin trs jmpe Faiz..
trs jln g esplanade...
lepak kt atas trs g marina sq.
then buy starbucks tgk2 bende trs blk..
abe ade mat rep... Bingit ah tgk Mat Rep skg..
alamak!!

hahax..
after that sent Sayang home...
I was Half Dead SIAK!!!
So DAMN TIRED..
after skating somemore... aiyo!!
b4 sending her home i went to buy a drink as im thirsty...
lack of 10cents... so Sayang borrowed me...
THANKS DEAR!!
:)
Then send her home...
kissed and hugged her then off to 965 nye bustop...
while walking skali terserempak ngn adeq Sayang..
Aku da setengah mampos so i was blur blur SOTONG lor...
then skali i saw her then she said 'Hi or Hello'
hahax... lupe....
knl jugak ehk die ngn aku???
hahahx..
i was abit shocked...
i said hi but don't know if she heard it or not??
hahax..
if not sorry ehk Fatin??
hahax!!!
kla2..
that's all..
today going to Wak Suki's House...
so.....
yar...
toodles!!!

2008-10-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

hey yaw!!
Well.. just now go out with Zaily to find work..
we went to Causeway Point... Try Seoul Garden, Time Zone and Cathay....
nt even 1 kite dpt....
sad sad..
after that go Bishan lor..
try2..
Planned to go to AMK HUB..
bt i don't like that place..
hahax... cerewet siak Farid..
nyeheh!!
so we went to try at GV...
dpt app. form... bt dnno get the job or not..
im praying hard that we would gt that job...
bt tk dpt also nvm lar... just enjoy life like that..
hahax...
after that makan trs balik..

balik call syg jap...
trs kluar agik.. Went Skateboarding!
WooHoo!! Skating Rocks Yaw!!
Then we TRIED something stupid...
nmpk laci da rosak... amek lar... abe mcm stack gitu... abe try lompat lor..
its like 3-4 'decks' high seh..
aku 1 'deck' jek da susah nk lepas... hahax...
tapi tkpelar... JACKAS* Sikit...
hahax..
so i tried... i was in a good speed and also in a good position..
as i jump skali my front tip terlalu tinggi then skali hit my BALLS!!!!
AHHH!!!! Damn it... SENAK siols!!!
SAKIT SAKIT SAKIT!!!!
[ hope syg tk marah... (: ]
hahax..
tkpelar..
had fun today...
so yeah..
now waitting for baby to go onl9...
lmbt nye... ):
hahax..
well...
tmrw might not be blogging as im going to skate park with Cici... (:
WooHoo!! 1st time seh... Cici's gonna buy new wheels.. can't wait to go skating tmrw..
after that meet my members sume...
then after that BALIK!!
hahax...
kla..
i'll update ASAP aites??
Toodles!!

2008-10-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

Well...
yesterday was so FUN!!
i had FUN with u baby... and im so missing u soo.......... much baby!!
gerek ehk g ECP??
hahax..
satu hari kite g lagi ok?? kite g swim..
so nnt i blh CAMPAK u!!
WooHoo!!!
i so love you baby!!
(:

Well...
u guys know what?!?!
N Level DABES oi!!!!
WooHoo!!! Free From Studies..
bt too bad syg still schooling... bt i'll try my bests to help her...
(:
alrite bi?? alrite??
hahax..
tmrw......... going to find work..
im going to Causeway Point...
hmm... 1st go look at Seoul Gardens..
If cannot go TimeZone..
klau tkle jugak...
entah lar.. kene tnye Zaily..
haiya..
stress lar..
my heart is Pumping Hard!!
hahax...
bt nvm... hope ppl with give me chance...
cos i wanna work for my family too...
some of the money i'll give to: Parents And To You Baby!!
Don't ask me y..
bt i gt my reasons..
(:

well thats all..
gonna talk to Zaily now..
baby!!
I So Love You!!!

2008-10-05T21:01:00.002+08:00

hey yaw!!
What's Up?!?!
hahax..
well...
seriously talking... this year not in the Raye Mood seh...
serious shit siols!!
hmm..
bt nvm lar..
nk kluar kluar lor..
aku ikots ajek...

yeay!! Tmrw meeting baby!!
so happy..
bt she didn't msg me..
baby... what time u finishing?? i forgot!!!
ARGH!!!
how?! HOW?! how?!
damn it!!!
nvm... tmrw morning i'll msg her... :)

hmm...
well today Uncle Zali And MakChu dtg..
"AstroBoy" Cute sak!! Shd have taking his pic...
hehehe..

well....
just now from 1-5 like that me and cici went to skate..
we took some vids...
funny lar seh..
and i accomplished something..
i jumped down a three step stairs!!
WooHoo!!!
gonna show baby the video tmrw... :)(:
im also learning how to Pop-Shove-It...
i can do the trick bt i cant land it properly...
so sad sak!!! :( ):
hmm....

well..
im going out now..
go to Uncle Zali's House..
after that tk tau lar ehk g ane...
hmm....
well...
that's all...
i'll update SOON!!!
WooHoo!!!
Toodles!!

2008-10-04T20:33:00.003+08:00

Hey there... Sorry lame tk update...
hahax..
asik nk update lupe... asik nk update lupe... asik lupe nk update..
hahahahahahax!!
watever siols Farid..
well... had my Maths Paper 2 And Geog yesterday..
im glad to say that my Maths is easier than my paper 1...
aku kusyuk siols uat maths that time...
hahax..
then after maths went to meet Sayang!!
She was late... so had my 'breakfast'... fishball noodles...
hahax...
then i did something and skali Sayang sampai..
so i was abit late lor..
sorry dear..
then Sayang accompanied me.. till my Geog starts..
after that, we walked to my school and she tooked 800 home..
im so missing her.. :(
nvm.. Monday fetching her from school..

Well... now i gt a DECK to skate with..
WooHoo!!
gerek pe... tk kesah pasal raye siols aku this year..
hahax..
just now went skateboarding with Adek..
he fell many times..
i also..
and now my body gt a big scratch..
n its bleeding..
mandi pedeh OI!!!!
hahax..
tkle tahan..
hmm..
bt now da okay lar..

to Baby's Adek: Thanks For Link-ing me up.. Appreciate it loads...
Study hard For your PSLE and do your very best... never to give
up!! Best Of Luck Yar!!!!

2008-10-01T22:22:00.002+08:00

Well...
just came back from my Hari Raye Trip..
Went to 3 Houses only..
1st went to Atuk's house [dad's side] at Woodlands...
after that head to Eunos [mama's side]..
after that also at Eunos... just a block away..
hahahax..
well..
managed to collect... hmm... $28..
hahax..
okaylar tu..
this year papa nvr follow cos he's working..
sad seh.. :(
i feel how u feel baby..
:(
duit raye from parents pon tk dpt...
ala..
i understand..
my parents da tk jualan..
so dorg susah sikit lor..
so... nvm... at least dad got a job..
mummy also getting a job soon..
as a librarian...
hehe..
fri,sat and sun she going for her training at Yishun Library..
:)
well..
its time for me to find my own job..
so i don't have to get money from my parents..
at least i can be abit independent..
bt hey...
im still JOBLESS!!

haiya..
nvm..

well tmrw cuzzy coming to Yishun!!!
WooHoo!!!
then i asked baby to tag along..
so... yeah..
can meet each other..
hahax..

well..
thats all i gotta say..
nothing much...
well toodles!!

2008-09-30T21:31:00.002+08:00

hey there..
well..
today nothing much to say..
well 1 whole day kemas rumah siols..
hahax..
i'm so damn beat...
well..
now my house is officially CLEAN!!
yes sah!!!
Raye Besok...
well to all people..
Mintak Maaf Ehk Untuk Silap-SilapKu..
im now a better man...
trust me...
i hope every sins that i made, u guys n girls will forgive me...

To My Dear, Jom Enjoy Raye Okay?!?!?!
hahax..

To 4/5 Warriors, Kite Kluar Raye Okay Satu Hari??
I'll Give U'll the Details Aites??

To My 'Son & Daughter', Maafkn papa yar?? let this family continue to grow okay?? kite enjoy okay?? hope u guys will accept Fatin.. :) n nk duit raye?? come salam my hand n mintak maaf!! Hahahax!!

well that's all i gotta say!!
Tkcr N Enjoy The Foods Yar???
hahahahahahahahax!!
toodles!!

2008-09-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

o0o0o damn...
had a GREAT day with baby today..
went to Vivo to break-fast..
didn't even planned abt it..
hahax..
sorry dear.. i really had no idea..
well now im damn tired..
haiya..
hahax..
im missing dearest so much..
bt just now when i saw her outside my sch..
i saw that she was abit sad..
bt maybe she's keeping it from me..
bt nvm..
btw.. ain't that sweet?? she came to fetch me..
aww....
thanks dear!! :)
hmm..
well hearing abt her late dad..
im so sad to hear that..
haiya..
im sorry to hear abt her late dad..
i really am..
bt i can't do anything bt to help her grow stronger..
well baby...
1 thing i wanna say to you..
I WILL TAKECARE OF YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!!
I PROMISE!!
my words ain't any lie...
all i need is a chance..
that's all..
well im way too tired..
btw just took some pics..
wanna c go to syg's blog..
if she got post lar..
hahax...
well that's all..
gotta go..
tataz!!

Hmmm ...

2008-09-27T13:30:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a GOOD day for me... Well i went to Break- Fast with syg... intended to go to causeway to eat..
bt mcm ramai... so we walked our way to 888... eat at KFC... :)
Before going there, I Showed sayang where i saw her n was in loved with her... i showed her the exact place she was standing and where i was standing..
hehe... gua ingat babe..
hahax..
then after break-fasting, i still felt hungry..
then ask syg teman me go bazaar...
when reaching skali tk jadi... hahax.. watever shit seh!!
after that top-uped my ezlink and took 965 home..
bt actually never go home..
i went to bought bubble tea as i was CRAVING for 1...
CHOCALATE COOKIES!! SEDAP BABE!!
hahax..
then sat somewhere near sygs' block..
we sat down.. talk talk..
I STARED HER!!
bt she can't Stare me..
hahax..
i bite her... 'right cheeks, left cheeks, right shoulder, left shoulder and her nose...'
hahax!!
what's next??
her lips maybe?!?!
i really like it when she kissed me..
i can feel her soft wet lips..
GOD DAMN!!! its so nice baby!!
hahax...
well 10++ goin to 11 i sent her home... walked to bus-stop and took 965 home...
well that's all i gotta say!!
toodles!!

To Shahidah: I'm Sorry If I Told 'HIM' The Truth... Forgive Me My Friend??

Just One Day..

2008-09-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

Just One Day not meeting her n im like..
ARGH!!!!!
hahax..
aku miss die byk2 lar seh..
ni aru 1 ari aku da mcm gini...
hahax..
tkpela... kene tahan..
all i wanna to know is that she's safe..
that's all..
hahax..
well todays' day was OK2 lar..
early in the morning send my bro to sch cause he was late..
then met up with Asyraf at Yishun Park..
after that proceed to sch same2..
sch was BORED man!!
then after sch went to 7-11 buy newpaper and went home..
go home play game then go out..
met TheKecoHs..
hahax..
as usual... norm routine... played table tennis[TT] at 647..
after that aku tertido siol while waitting for my turn.. hahax!!
1st time siols!! angin da gerek... ape lagi.. TIDO arh babe!!
hahax..
then now talking to syg...
and now i also dnno wat to say..

to Shahidah: I know What Ur Heart Says!!
but don't worry, it's all safe with me... :)

to Baby : I'm Missing You Like Hell Down Here... Hope To See Ya Soon!! :)

2008-09-25T13:11:00.000+08:00

Hahaha!!!
im bored in school..
so blog for awhile...
hahax..
bored lar seh..
btw im planning to go out bsk..
tgk lar ehk mcm ane..
hahax..
i miss my girl yaw!!
:(

2008-09-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

alamak!!
da lame seh tk update!! Nyeheh!!
was damn not in the mood..
bt now ade semangat sikit lar..
lets see how long can i stand...
well..
as u all know that i gt a new GF!!
she is what i ever dream of...
hehe..
Her name is Atin; for short lar..
full name tkya kpo!!
hahax..
well..
life with her is so damn fun..
i can see n feel that she really love me..
the hugs she gave me..
FuYoo!!!
tkle angkat babe..
bt too bad lar..
this few days tkle jmpe die..
nk prepare for my N lar seh.. next week jek siols... i so damn NOT prepared....
aiya..
babygirl's EOY is ttmrw...
i just hope she can do well for all her papers n get promoted to sec 5..
just like me..
i wanna go sec 5 seh... then after that go POLY!!
WooHoO!!!
hmm..
well just wanna say that im gonna miss my dear...
Buuhuu!!
:(

2008-07-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

TESTING.
SHAHIDAH HERE (: